Another Tomorrow

looking out upon the stars watching heaven from afar wishing i were there instead of here then suddenly i shed a tear a tear of anger of wishing for death of saying goodbye of that one last breath being able to see everyone from above of watching over the people i know i love seeing them cry is what i will see and hearing them say" please bring her home to me" i hear a voice telling me to fly so i turn to say my last goodbye i go towards heaven to God's open arms of peace and tranquility and beautiful charms as i reach out to take his hand something happened something un planned they did it, how could they? why not let me be? where i was at peace bounding in harmony they brought me back, back from heaven's doors and left me here to fight many more wars wars of sadness and my darkest days i was happy why couldn't they just let me stay? i want to go back to that beautiful place where God's smile lit up even the coldest face brought a smile to my lips as i have never before had let me fly to heaven, let me soar i liked the feeling of warmth that came from his heart a feeling of love that could never be torn apart but now i must sit and dwell in my own sorrows and try to look forward to another tomorrow...