Another Sleepless Night

Another sleepless night. Will you ever stop haunting me? Another sleepless night. I try to distract myself with stupid youtube videos. Another sleepless night. Every time I close my eyes I see you. Every time the noise dies down I hear you. Every time I pull the covers over me I feel your touch. Another sleepless night. I try to think about something else. Anything else. Another sleepless night. The thoughts go round and round in my head. Another sleepless night. Every time another touches me now I think of you. Every time I walk alone I think of you. Every time I imagine the future you pull me back to the past. Another sleepless night. I am so utterly exhausted. Another sleepless night. What would my life be if you hadn't assaulted me?