Another Revolution

another revolution so here you are again my ugly friend depression honest no doubt but mocking me teasing lurking admonishing me you enfold me whole heartedly pull all the punches give darkness administer loneliness despair gloom confusion which are so wholesome they make me believe they are all there is they say that past performance is not always a prediction for the future that the past is gone and cannot be counted upon it does not really feel like it but I can do this again there is love out there kindness and compassion very close to my heart sitting just across from me at the table and she my lover and soulmate is just as depressed as I am a web of entanglement no doubt but also the reason for strength and resolve if I was not an atheist I would find solace in faith but I hope that spiritual power will find me again until life becomes more bearable once more and the dimmer of my soul opens up again towards the light