Annihilative Obliteration

Self-loathing and beating
A dark passage placed
Beneath the old ways
Where darkness dwells
Sadness runs rampant
And depression reigns
I visit this lonesome place
At times when I’m down
It pays to remember
This area of torment
When days I did bleed
And suffer profusely
I’m glad to be out of it
Living a better life
Bettering myself daily
Instead of destroying
Every piece of me
And tearing any ounce 
Of joy that I might have
And tattering my mind
With a horrible disease
A deeper depression
That’s almost impossible
To regain hope from
But I got myself out
And I will never allow
Myself to get into this
Dying insane death
I will always be free
Of this annihilative obliteration
Of my terrible depression
Not allowing its power
To rule my life ever again

Russell Sivey
Copyright © | Year Posted 2012

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Dietrich Avatar
August 9, 2012 at 8:06 PM
russell I see that you write a lot of depression and yet you say also that you are happy. Did you suffer from it at one time. you seem so cheerful nowadays. I hope it's a thing of the past!
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