Anguish of Silence

The anguish of silence is too much to bear It makes me wonder if the world really cares But in the end an answer will come And maybe stop this feeling so numb I look at you but you're not really there Do you really see, do you really care? Why don't you see me for who I really am? Not just the pawn in this blood drenched scam Why don't you see my tears when I cry? Is it just that to my emotions you're blind? The world around you is falling apart But you can't see it, not even in your heart Blood falls from the scratches in my face It falls into my mouth and I drown in this place You see me go down in a world full of fear But in your mind I never was here