Anguish of Heart

Pouring my heart out does me no good Especially knowing I am without you Emotions so strong as to overwhelm Feeling as if my heart will break And never be whole again Love so strong it endures all else I thought love was supposed to lift the spirit to new heights Not plunge one into darkness and despair. Hating myself for losing control Allowing another night to go by with me crying myself to sleep. When did the wall get cracks? When did the bars start to rust? Wanting to tell someone but scared to try My burden to bear My problem to solve. I will find a way But how will I survive? Afraid this time my heart will not come through intact.