Anger Mgt

I am an angry man I considered butchering my mother So that the government could offer me Other accommodations away from her Just because she asked me to clean A pot in her house She is so gracious My mom She accommodates me But I blew up shaking with rage Eyes bulging teeth bearing Voice raised saying all kinds of nonsense Earlier in the day I was angry again At my girlfriend for nothing I said some hurtful things I must be a horrible human being Thankfully she chose to never talk to me But my mother my dear mother What choice has she got from me I even got angry at my dog When she was trying to sit close to me I yelled at her even though She truly leans on me Maybe I am all the evil yet to be What happens when anger burns All the love left for me in this world What will I do with the memories And the Ashes of what I had The love I could not understand What happens to me when I die Alone starved and alone in the dark Will there be anyone to place a rose Or sing a dirge on my final verse I need to stop being angry Or I will not be there To kiss my mother goodbye Because of all the shame I carry inside me