Androgyny Grief



You shake your mandrill fist angrily
towards the sky
Epithet accusations hurled at God

Unrighteous indignation
rest uncomfortably 
within your flat bosom

Testosterone milk
feeds your androgyny grief
You feel that your womanhood 
never grew properly ... 
enamel deficient of estrogen teeth

Born with male genitalia,
the mirror always reflect a female image
in your handmaiden eyes
Walking thru life
wearing a muscular disguise
is impure womb agony

Misogyny self-violence done within;
birth raped, 
and weaned on silence
Queen bull dyke over your girlfriends,
gives you a pleasurable feeling 
of dominance

But the tears flowing 
from your androgyny grief
keep the fears growing,
Your better self a-long time stolen,
turned you into a joy thief

Lack of acceptance of God’s choice,
has left you gender blind
And those androgynous tears
are gonna 
make your eyes stay    forever moist
For the inner peace 
you desire,
you will never surrogate find
Copyright © | Year Posted 2018

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August 8, 2018 at 2:10 PM
talent always resides inside...andt (of family) reflects one-two side
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