And Then I Remember

Don't wish anyone else ill, Even if the person deserved it, And then I remember you, As you once "made friends" with me. I don't need anything from you, Just as nothing was needed then, When you left me it was stuffy, But I managed it without difficulty. I remember the first time I saw you, And I remember our first night, And then I remember how you left, rude, And I'm driving my pity for you away. I gave up so much for you, But you didn't appreciate my victims. Then I remember your laugh again, I clench my teeth as hard as I can. Loving you is like jumping off a cliff. You don't know if you'll swim out or sink. I feel like a cross-country skier, But my feet suddenly sink into the concrete. Now I'm creating something new, And it won't change what I am. I wish you a lot of , No one will blame me for this.