And Now

So now At the beginning there was the strong, the chivalrous, the greatness that was the feeling, that was the beginning, then the downfall came. In between superstitions and blows each wall crumbled down, each step faltered, each inhale cost more work and the war felt like lost. every single change, every single blow, is remembered. noted, analyzed and checked upon. But at the end there were no new walls and the fickleness of my steps the fickleness of my own stays and lingers longer than what it should. So now the question comes with each step and the trustworthiness all entities see but whom it belongs doesn't see it doesn't believe in it and would run away if the window of possibility arisen At the end. Running isn't enough. Battling isn't enough. Working and fighting isn't enough. So what's needed now? What else is there to do. The end can’t be a downfall. The end has to be a success. At the end success is achieved then should rest fall upon and can sleep a while. Can rest the matter and can rest the mind. Just at the end Dec. 20 2010 02.11 am Anna~