An Innocent Virgin

Not long before, when my mind was right, I was a virgin. It was not polluted but rather it was pure and divine. Or there was nothing to challenge its sanctity. First it was a gentle touch that was an accident unintended. A cloud of pleasure engulfed my mind, And it silently wished for more. The accidents grew more frequent, (Maybe not unintentionally). The desire and urge was cancerous. They conquered my mind. It couldn’t resist and jumped into the “holy sea”, And the ecstasies…the virginity was lost. Each wave was different, They all tasted different. The chill was different, And the pleasure was different. Where have I reached? In hell or heaven? But this heaven is definitely not hell. The truth I don’t know, But this I know that My innocence and divinity was a lack of opportunity. And my virginity was a farce. ©Anees Rahman