An Environment

Figuring out hard times, Figuring out why life is meant, Being in this certain kind of environment, Drugs was my mothers thing, And so were the men, In and out, Had to care for my own life, Thats how I seen, How it was all about, Heart in a bind, Things falling apart, Have to keep myself together, Move on move, No agony no room, It's just the start, Sometimes to have thoughts, Being dead, And just drifting apart, But the ones who think of you, Wouldn't like that, From the start, A pen and pad, With notes and writings released, Freeing me of the environment, Everyones so long to see, A troubeled soul, In this environment, Take better care of your kids and yourself, The home you call home, And not just say, Your on it....