An Attempt

How can I define to you in a rhyme This pain, melodically, that i acquired in time How can I make anyone feel what I feel? When all I know are lies, nothing is real Let me try and bring you down with me We’ll walk through the fires, then tell me what it is you see Let me throw you to the loins blindfolded Stand your ground and see how long you can hold it Give me 18 years to diminish your worth I’ll be in your brain until you regret your birth Hide like I hid Only then could you feel pain that I did