An April Fool

today I can write sad verses, that you are no longer inside me, and that the night is long and the darkness hurts, I can write how I wanted you, and how you slowly disappear in me, I can write about the rough sea, and for the lighthouse that shines dimly, I can write that I never loved you and that your absence is not a rock that breaks the heart, from where the souls that flow love's blood are thrown, I can also write about the fact that you just weren't mine, and you will never be but it would just be an April fool, and I, a fool who never believed that I loved you. but today I will write only a few verses, the real ones, the one that I loved and still love you I can write, that you being happy, is my greatest happiness, Regarless spring with the flower blooming, brought too the great winter between us. This is how much I respect you.