An absence

Hello to all soupers.. My best wishes to all.. I am trying to get to grips with a Narrative account, of a meeting I had way back in 1994 which only popped back In my mind January of 2023.' It is mentally difficult to recall the exact sequence Of dialogue.. Not least because I know now this ( random meeting ) with what I Now know was a 'w e 'f operative had me initially be- moaning human overpopulation And its 'so called' detrimental effects on the planet.' It was me who started the talk To the complete stranger who I have never seen since..I validated the event by checking Lectures in the university he noted the was working..And some of what I considered Unworkable ideas that I aired on the day I now see coming into existence in our world I had obviously picked up ' some ideaology' also 15 years prior? So It seems from what I see spoken at davos.. and catchphrases I have some part in our current predicament Which I need to address, and it is a mental stress..I will finish now, I hope to get on I Could finish this in a few hours now, but it's so depressing.' I may get on to make the odd comment but please bear with Me? All the best, all my love.'