An Abrupt Unexpected Good Bye

I cannot tell you I am not hurt Because I am crucified. Did you ever love me or was it all a lie? I need a few seconds to get some control. Was it the red-headed woman? Or the blonde little troll? Do not tell me you have moved on without anyone else I am naïve, not crazy, not stupid. Although now I feel a little of both. You have completely devastated me. I feel skinned alive, my eyes hurt from crying. If I said I was okay I would certainly be lying. Some day when you have a little girl of your own I hope you remember this day and how much you hurt me You had nurtured the little girl inside me But she died a few minutes ago When you told me that you never loved me When you look at your baby, you will remember this moment And you will feel remorse Knowing you killed another little girl Now go because I do not want to hug you good-bye.