Ambivalent State of Mind

In my lonely times, I feel crowded the most. In my sad times, I feel happiest the most. In my crying times, I feel playful the most. In my hurting times, I feel healed the most. In my stormy times, I feel calm the most. In my chaotic times, I feel peaceful the most. In my happy times, I feel troubled the most. In my hyperactive times, I feel less concerned the most. In my sorry times, I feel wronged the most. In my loving time, I feel rejected the most. In one's living time, He feels dead the most. In one's dying time, He feels life the most. In the presence of my mind, I feel absent the most. In the face of many readers of mine, I feel numbness in my pen the most.