Am So Sorry

Three words, eight letters, 
so difficult to say
They're stuck inside of me, 
they try and stay away
I try to speak them but my 
voice can't catch the air
May be am afraid of the lost 
feelings and emotions it will 
stir
There's one sad truth in life 
I've found
That mistakes are meant to 
happen cos they are never 
out of bound
True love like yours is a 
great gift that shouldn't be 
toyed with
Rather should be treasure 
and cherished it
With lots of love and care
But that i fail to do and now 
it's causing me a nightmare
Knowing that losing you will 
make my world meaningless
With so much pain that are 
endless
I admit i made a mistake by 
crossing the line
Cos all that happened 
between us are no person's 
fault but mine
I failed to be by your side 
when you needed me
Especially when your world 
was AT SEA
I left when you needed 
someone to hold you
hug you and respect the 
true worth of your value
I always say i will never do 
the things i did
attempting those things u 
forbid
So many times i said i will 
try
But all i did was to make 
you cry
So many times you needed 
someone to talk to
someone to listen and 
understand life from your 
own point of view
I was never around when u 
needed someone to show 
you true love
Someone to take away the 
pain you can't get rid of
I never wished to cause you 
so much pain
Never want your love and 
care towards me to be in 
vain
Am deeply sorry for the 
pain you went through for 
my sake
All the hurts and heartbreak
Am sorry for the tears that 
came out from your 
precious eyes
Am sorry for the wrongs 
and lies
If only you knew just how 
much that i want you to 
stay
How i wish that this feeling 
would just go away
This unbearable guilt that 
i've caused on my own
I feel as if i've cut you deep, 
straight to the bone
You must know that i need 
your love to survive
And without you i'd be 
more dead than alive
You must know that i love 
you, after all that we've 
been
through
And it pains me so much, to 
know that i've hurt you
Baby i'm so sorry, i know i 
did you wrong 
But right by your side is 
where i belong
Copyright © | Year Posted 2013

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