Am Not Cool About Things
I am not cool about things
You say about my life,
Just coz you left me,
I love my life, mistakes.
Nothing happened, I was just
Seeking your attention, now hard to find.
If that is the way to get my attention,
It really sucks, and I ain’t chaffed at all,
You need some growing up to do.
Lose the one you love,
Discover how young , fragile, vulnerable
You become.
All you want to convince me about,
By all means you have tried,
Is just not happening.
We will never be together,
I don’t trust you at all,
You betrayed my trust again and again,
I can never believe in you again.
That is not true, you can have your reason,
You will never find a guy as
Faithful and true, as I am to you.
Very few are what they are,
We have been what and are what we are,
The matrix of your success and reality
Is confusing you;
I pursue conclusions, not means to them.
No one will stand you the way I have and will,
I will do it all,
If I were a T-shirt,
You are printed everywhere on
And inside it, fully proven.
Now sleeping, just too tired,
Please don’t disturb me.
I don’t want to lose you whatsoever,
You have loved me;
Next time I meet you,
I just want to kiss and lick you,
More than the way you know,
You can bank this;
Calling you, talking to you,
Or wondering what you are doing,
Will not change a damn thing,
I still love you.
You should not have left Shaniqua touch
And heal and peel the wounds
My claws caused you,
That should never have happened.
Copyright © Fungayi Elias Ndhlovu | Year Posted 2017
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