Am I Ptsi Or Ptsd

I am not good memories I am not very kind I am your history Stuck in your mind If you let me break you I must Turn your life into dust For I am your past etched into your brain I will play back again and again When you are low and cannot really think I will appear try and make you sink When I have you in my beastly net Make it harder for help to get I know your pride won't let you talk From me I know you just can't walk Because if you did you would feel shame That is why I would win this game Who am I ?  I hear you ask I'm on your face I am your mask I've had many names but I can't die My newest one is PTSI It's not just military I do this too It's anybody who let's me even you Everyone has a visit from me In times of trauma or catastrophe If this event hapoens in your time I will help you now in this rhyme You must talk about your experience Then you will grow in confidence If you are strong I cannot win All bad thoughts go in the bin A close network of friends will help with that Talking laughing having a chat Try and stay away from the pills As this could lead to just more bills Causing more stress and worry Stay strong seek help their is no hurry I will always be there to try again So again stay strong fight your pain You don't want me in your life As I said I only cause strife Signed PTSI/PTSD??