Poet Destroyer A Poet Verse

Am I

AM  I ?

Am I Just Standing Here, or Am I Just Dead?
Am I So Full Of Fear, I Lost Myself Instead?

Am I A Nobody, that you can't defend me?
OR
Am I Just Invisible, and you really don't pretend.

Am I Blind, Or I Just Don't Wish To See?
The Love I Cannot Find Is Right In Front Of Me!

Am I Hearing the Truth,
Or Have I Just Been Deceived?
Who Can I Trust?
Who Can I Believe?

Am I So Mad I Just Can't Understand,
Or Am I So Sad I Need A Shoulder And A friend?

Is It Just Me, 
Or Am I All Alone?

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I wrote this poem 22 years ago
I was pregnant, scared and alone:-(

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Paul Marc March 21, 2019 at 11:25 PM Such an excellent poem. I wish I had read this a few years ago - when I felt all alone.

Harry Horsman July 10, 2016 at 5:23 PM So much strength in your poetry Linda, and such inspiration for the reader..

Louie Jean Gutierrez June 24, 2016 at 5:47 AM I love this poem. The emotions are so raw and real. And it has the ability to touch those who are lonely in life. Great work

Rightly Jennings February 17, 2016 at 10:30 AM Really enjoyable. Thanks. Seems like an effortless write, touching and casual. Very nice thank you.

Eve Roper April 26, 2015 at 5:37 PM It's strange, that you felt that way, I did also, but I think a lot of women feel the same way. Self esteem might be one or how we're raised.Love the write, blessings and hugs Eve

Arlene Smith June 19, 2014 at 4:23 PM Yes, my friend.. We do have a lot in common.. This was me 34 years ago!.. Hugs Arlene

Aiyah Torres May 2, 2014 at 8:01 AM Congrats PD!!! ..It's so nice to know the story behind this poem.. .as a woman, we all pass in a very difficult stage during our pregnancy..confusions, agony and depression.. glad that we coped up those hardest moments... I really enjoyed your superb masterpiece.. one that I'll treasure.. ^_^ big hugs^_^

S.Zaynab Kamoonpuri April 30, 2014 at 9:03 AM Congrats on yor sweet win of a poem frm yer prime and the uncertainty of life in youth. I know what u mean havin crossd my 20s recently too. Delightful to tune in to yer page again.

Connie Marcum Wong April 30, 2014 at 12:41 AM This poem was beautifully written and expresses feelings I am sure many can relate to. Congratulations on your wonderful win PD!

Kelly Deschler April 29, 2014 at 2:18 PM I remember this poem. I think it was one of the first poems of yours, that I read. I can still relate to this, especially the feelings of not knowing who to trust....An amazing write, Linda! It was nice to see it on the winner's list. Congratulations to you!....Thank you so much for the kind congrats on my poem. :)

Carrie Richards April 29, 2014 at 9:51 AM This is a heart-wrenching and soul searching poem, P D. It is sad to know that it came from a difficult time in your life. Congratulations on your win!

Theresa Stephens April 28, 2014 at 1:27 PM Hi, With so many conflicting emotions you nevertheless could, at such a vulnerable time, express them all in this awesome poem. I hoped it had a cathartic effect to help you cope. As I too remember a time when writing poetry kept me sane. Big hug and congrats to you. All the best Theresa xx

Paul Callus April 28, 2014 at 10:19 AM Congrats Linda! Time goes by so quick, but some things will remain clear in our minds. This poem leads you back to a special moment in your life (even though you felt lonely and sad). // paul

Joseph May April 28, 2014 at 9:57 AM Congrats on your win PD

Casarah Nance April 27, 2014 at 11:10 PM (hugs) thanks for sharing and grats on the win :)

Dr.Ram Mehta April 27, 2014 at 10:33 PM Wonderful write and congrats on the win in the contest I Am, Linda

Dr. Upma A. Sharma April 27, 2014 at 10:30 PM Awesome write PD! congrats on ur win! sparkling even after 22 yrs!

Verlena S. Walker April 27, 2014 at 4:59 PM Beautiful PD.. Congratulations on your win in this contest... Verlena

Poet Destroyer A April 27, 2014 at 3:26 PM WOW, can't believe this old, old, poem won in a contest.. XOX~ Thanks, LINDA

Donald Williams April 24, 2014 at 6:38 AM Your emotions flow through nicely in this piece Linda, I loved it so much. Think I'll fav this one :) just stopping by to give you a read or two before work gets busy haha

Juliet Ligon January 9, 2014 at 9:05 PM Very expressive emotional write. So sad that people can feel so alone and yet others are going through similar things also feeling very alone. Well done, especially considering 22 years ago. Poet Destroyer A January 9, 2014 at 9:06 PM ha ha Juliet, makes you wonder how old I am... LOL.. 22 years ago is a life time for me.. thank you for the visit....

Roger Horsch December 26, 2013 at 12:53 PM I was looking back through some of your older poems. This one is so full of true emotion. My favorite two lines are " Am I Blind, Or I Just Don't Wish To See? The Love I Cannot Find Is Right In Front Of Me! " You have such a God given talent for creating very good poetry. This is one of my favorite poems Linda...Hugs...Roger

Carl Fraser December 26, 2013 at 8:10 AM The poem may be 22 yrs old but in that time i see a poetess who has gained strenghth, fortitude and a passion for life and you pen your emotions with such a clarity the reader gets to u.derstand the person you have come to be. On another note, you better get those creative juices flowing cause im anxious to see something new love Carl

Patrick Nigros October 22, 2013 at 5:00 AM sumthing beautifull came out of yr confused momments.......

Greg Watson October 9, 2013 at 4:18 PM I love this poem ! One of my Favorites!

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