Always In Bad Arms

My entire life is going to be like this Always falling for wrong person Falling in the same traps I want to have a break But in stead of that I am getting a broken heart Lord have mercy please I want to be loved I want to have my own lover I don't want him to be there just as passing I want him to stay with me last long and give me what I need the most "Love and affection" Please have mercy and let me taste this feeling Others tasted it and still having it But why can't I? Before I quit this world, this is my wish Please grant it! Is it too much? am I asking too much? If so I will wait again. But I am always in bad arms God.