Alt Title: A Wasted 3 Months

I wish I could make you leave as fast as you arrived. But if I could do that I would not be me. 5 days in and I knew you meant something. 10 days in and you were all that I wanted. A month and a half in I asked on a whim. A month and a half out I realized you no longer care. 10 days out and I'm grieving not for a cat. 5 days out and I wish we had never met. But if I could do that I would not be me. I wish I could make you love me as I loved you.