Alone

Am drowning in my own world and beginning to doubt existence. I am screaming and no one can hear me. Everyone around me hurt me so bad I don't know what joy is again or how it feels. I tend to wear a smile on my face because know one cares while am dying inside of me. Every thought is a battle and every breath is a war and I think am loosing. My voice is gone am all alone at the dead end of my own world.