Alone

“It is in human nature to try to fit in,”
I stick out.
Black hair in my face,
Baggy clothes hiding my body. 
Long sleeves covering my demons. 
I’m out of place. 
I stick out. 
I don’t have nice shoes.
I don’t have designer clothes,
I don’t dress like a girl.
I stick out. 
Nervous wreck,
Anxious mess. 
I don’t want to be seen,
Yet I’m screaming for someone to notice,
Someone to notice the pain I’m in.
Someone to say hi. 
I stick out. 
I long for attention,
Yet I can’t stand human contact. 

Everyone walks around,
Talking,
Laughing. 
I walk around, 
Alone,
Internally crying. 
I hide my past, 
Struggling to find someone
Who understands my pain, 
Who understands the demons, 
Someone to take the dark away. 
But for now, 
It’s a struggle.
I’m alone.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2016

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