All These Things That Nobody Wants

staring at the night sky as i lie awake They don't know what i've been through All these things that i must do They don't know what i've been through over my head in wanted guilt the streets give away my filth still living off the charity of an opened hand I really thought you knew I sat there and told you the sky's were blue Whispered unto you what you undrew if innocence were to perish and in this form of life I became a bit too weary like coffee I'm available only when I'm unwarm I still miss you dearly staring at the night sky as i lie awake they don't know what i've been through All these things That i must do They don't know what i been through "if life were a vending machine i'd check out with a card"