All There Is

death is easier than you think once the decision is made no going back forward to the end of thought reason breathing i do this for me selfish that's all there is let me go you know i'll stay this one day of many this is all i have right now go away no, don't i just want someone to know why why i move why i live why i die no one can tell me but me even when you say it i know you are only you i am only me you are alone as am i at least i know life death change a turn of the dial anger sadness joy peace it is all an illusion it is all there is