All Or Nothing

What if this all means nothing Then my life it seems would be a fantasy Visions granted to me but what does it really mean? Or are they just there to deceive... Then the existence of everything.. is just some dumb made up dream then there really is nothing to believe If all i see means nothing A puzzle from nothing For nothing Isnt that just a great story Lame as ever and ever boring But these days everytime i think i know something Turns out it was false I might as well be empty without thoughts Everytime i try and find love i only end up lost So the question is Is it all for nothing? am i just delusional? One last chance i suppose before i cut the rope and assume its all just a hoax And this...thing..about me is just coincidences I guess itl be my "the end" Because if so...this story blows