All Messed Up

anxious, angry, upset, gulity, scared, worried, sad
lost, lonely, fearful, depressed, miserable, unhappy, mad.
useless, worthless, afraid, uncertain, isolated, hurt, confused,
dependant, disapointed, embarresed, ignorned ,insecure, hopeless, used.

not feeling accepted, special, safe, hopeful, happy, secure alive, 
relaxed, joyful, delighted, eager, beautiful, glad, satisfied.
just down and blue and have no clue and supressin what i feel, 
a jumbled mess, not more or less, the feelings deep and real. 

a pushover, too trusting, pessimistic, too nice
a loser, too quiet, dont take advice.
walked over, rejected, caring, too shy,
easily hurt, emotional, cry, cry, cry.

feelings, feelings, one gigantic mess,
its the thing i screw up the best.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2008

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