All Grown Up Now

I grew up
as the day disappeared into the black of night
As love became a senseless fight
I grew up
and left my innocence behind
In a pink-lined box
where a tiny ballerina twirled
to a little girls song
While my dreams went to sleep there
Tangled and twisting
like the ribbons in my hair
And I smiled like I didn’t care
I grew up
when I shut that lid
and bent her in two,
silencing the dance
Discarded bands of gold and letters of old
Proof that I took a chance
I grew up 
when it was lost and never found
That box with velvet walls
that collected all my climbs and falls
I grew up when it disappeared
with remnants of a different me locked away
Transformed by grief
And yet the same,
I grew up that day

© 2015 Cornelia Mattioli aka Flying Angel
Copyright © | Year Posted 2015

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November 29, 2015 at 10:10 PM
Cornelia, WELCOME to poetry soup. I hope you have fun with this wonderful community. You'll find many friendly poets who are ready to support and give positive feedback. I will enjoy following you and your poetry :) We are Lucky To Have you. Enjoy Poetry Soup:) Your New Poet Friend @-> LINDA <-@
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November 28, 2015 at 2:02 PM
Cornelia, Welcome to Poetry Soup. It will be a delight to read and become familiar with your poems in the future. As for now, I will greet you with the same smile others passed when I first joined the soup. Wishing you and your poetry the best. I hope you get to meet all the nice poets around here STARTING with me- SKAT :-) Please drop a hello and tell me a little about yourself if you wish. I would like to be your newest poetry soup "FRIEND" Hugs* SKAT
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November 29, 2015 at 7:07 PM
Hello Skat! Thank you for the wonderful warm welcome and the smile. I look forward to meeting everyone and feel humbled to be among such awesome talent. HUGS, Cornelia
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November 27, 2015 at 5:56 PM
Hi Cornelia, this is such a well-written first posting that I enjoyed reading! I look forward to reading more of your work! Welcome to PoetrySoup and best wishes as you continue to churn out wonderful poetic pieces! Warmest regards and a score of 7! Pandita
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November 28, 2015 at 12:52 PM
Thank you for the Welcome, your encouragement and compliment! I am so glad you enjoyed. Very happy to be here !
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