All About Me

I wish i could tell myself all was well, I wish i could see my heart, I wish i could cry out loud to the hearing of everyone, I grew up with that fear, But i never stopped hoping, I grew up being sooo timid for a kid of my age, I tried catching up with my peers but they were long gone, I tried fighting for my rights but i was a horrible wrestler. I found comfort in my horrible state, My heart beats with that rage and anger, Love i never had, Care i craved for, Determination i found so hard to find. I boil deep down, My best friends are my tears and sorrowful cries The only entertainment i get is from misery and lack of satisfaction, This is just a part i can share, I have stopped wishing because if it does come true,I wouldn't be here at first.