Alcoholic

9/27/21 Oh bollocks An impact on health and the wallet As an alcoholic Do I know when to call it No I don't know when to stop s*** I don't care about your trucks or cars with hydraulics Am I too caught up in trying to frolic Got to work towards being brolic In order to be inside and out solid Grew up in conditions that were squalid From day one till now still people are being diabolic It's become pathetic, if I'm honest Like my life and addictions, so very melancholic In a world that can be angelic yet also demonic I've kept to myself, not wanting to be toxic Staying rogue Got problems of my own, Need to try harder and use logic For my own benefit as well as any on land, in the air, or the aquatic Can't get anything done with hands in the pocket I've got to take off quick Like a rocket For you, I left a box of chocolate That I was able to shoplift Just kidding, I bought it But I don't want it Or any fake love, that's just not it I can't be on it The real thing is what I intend to accomplish Got to work hard and not quit Can't just give up and drop it I've understood that and never forgot it