Air As My Walls

I woke up on the outside of earth somewhere floating to the moon I was pissed last night I had no possession of my anger The only friends I have are my academics and the gems I make for breaking the grades All year I spoke to god I asked for no favors I hoped he was less stressed but instead set clouds of twisters and blizzards death roamed all year like the last one there is no difference anymore more than a million body bags filled today every blink of an eye me and people do not see eye to eye my minds not incarcerated everyone else's living life like theres no purpose that's the trapped idiotic life my father died when I was only ten knew nothing but vandalism I black diamond for a heart no feelings to be felt no help of any type of wealth I just had myself God as the moon God as my witness not a gift giver or a miracle creditor As as my walls there was no barrier besides lies and sick thinking that money meant everything