Ahead of Me

This life of mine is a spinning roll cage, nothing changing but the timing of age. Everyday is the same routine, feeling like a video on steady rewind, I try to fast forward but this life wins my mind. I ask god for change, a new face or two, but friendship out here is rare to be true. Life holds the same battle, kicked down, picked up, it just keeps on with the rattle. I can’t see my future when I can’t get out my past, this reminiscing how much more can it last? I won’t know what the BIG worlds about when small town is all I’ve ever known, I question my ability to what I’ll do when I’m grown. I seek to god to guide me in every right path, walk me slowly step by step, let my vision be clear to what’s ahead, I’m living this life as to the Bible rules of what I have read.