AGORAPHOBIA 1963
I WASN'T BORN BY THE RIVER IN A LITTLE TENT BUT I WAS BORN ON SAM COOKS BIRTHDAY 1963 IN THE MIDDLE OF A BLIZZARD IN CHICAGO ILLINOIS 1963 FOR ME WAS ONE OF THE MOST INFLUENTIAL YEAR IN AMERICAN HISTORY WE LOST PRESIDENT KENNEDY MEDGAR EVERS THE FOUR LITTLE COLORED GIRLS IN THE CHURCH BOMBING IN BIRMINGHAM I WRITING THIS DUE TO SEVERE ILLNESS TRAUMATIC HEADACHES SEVERE PAIN RESULTING FROM A TRAUMATIC BRAIN INJURY BEING TRIGGERED BY STRESS THE STRESS OF MY PENNSYLVANIA JAN 6TH NEIGHBORS HERE IN POLK COUNTY BREAKING INTO MY HOME SHOOTING UP MY PLANTS RIPPING OUR FLAGS ATTEMPTING TO STEAL MY HUSBANDS VALOR THIS HORRID CRIME REACHING THE TOP LEVELS OF CITY OFFICIALS IN HAINES CITY POLICE CAPTAIN AND 100 HUNDRED MORE INCLUDING A HOMELAND SECURITY EMPLOYEE POLK COUNTY STOLEN VALOR MY HUSBAND A WAR HERO ON THE BUS FOR VETERANS THIS TRIGGERED ENVY CORRUPTION HIRE UPS WANTING HIS VALOR FALSIFYING MILITARY DOCUMENTS IN ORDER TO OBTAIN 100 PERCENT THESE VICIOUS DOMESTIC TERRORISTS TEAMED UP WITH MY JAMAICAN TALIBAN IDENTITY THIEVES STALKERS SINCE THEY ARRIVED TO KILL ME AUGUST 2003 THESE FEMALES WERE NEIGHBORS TO MY NIECE BORN 1977 SHE IS 48 YEARS OLD NOW MY OLDEST DAUGHTER BORN 1979 SHE IS 45 YEARS OLD NOW WHILE BABYSITTING FOR MY DAUGHTERS THESE JAMAICAN TALIBAN IDENTITY THIEVES LANDED ON MY LIFE WITH THREATS EVENTUALLY MURDER IT IS SHOCKING TODAY I HAVE 8 ADULT CHILDREN 45 43 39 37 35 34 32 THE YOUNGEST 30 I ALSO HAVE 26 GRANDCHILDREN AND 2 GREAT GRANDCHILDREN MY LIFE IS IN GRAVE DANGER I FEAR LEAVING MY HOME DUE TO THE JAN 6TH NEIGHBORS A FEW EMPLOYED PARAMEDICS OUTSIDE SPIVEY ROAD BEING BORN IN THE MIDDLE OF A BLIZZARD IN CHICAGO ILLINOIS 1963 ON SAMS COOKS BIRTHDAY SENDS ME TO MY DEATH TODAY MY STALKER OBSESSED WITH MY IDENTITY ODDLY CORRUPTION HAS BEEN ASSISTING HER IN PERPUTRATING FRAUD AGAINST I KNOW I AM NOT SAFE LAST WEEK I WENT TO GET MEDICATION MY BOTTOM LOCK BROKE AGAIN RIGHT NEXT DOOR WHERE THE GUN SHOTS CAME FROM I TRIED EVEN WRITING NOTES PLEASE DON'T SHOOT OUR PLANTS A VETERAN WITH PTSD LIVES HERE MORE SHOTS BLARED I FEEL LIKE MEDGAR EVERS LIKE I'LL BE GUNNED DOWN IN THE DRIVE WAY MY HEART IS WEAK FROM AFIB BIT NOW I AM PLUNDGED INTO MENTAL HYSTERIAL UNABLE TO LEAVE OUR HOME TO GET MEDICAL TREATMENT HAVING TWO STROKES I SHOULD BE ADMITTED BUT THE THOUGHT OF DOMESTIC TERRORISTS GOING THROUGH MY THINGS MY UNDER GARMENTS LAUGHING TERRORISTS IS FRIGHTENING IN ITSELF THREATS U48 MY NIECE IS 48 SO IS CIRO DAUGHTER SICILY MY DAUGHTER IS 45 YEARS OLD FUNNY HOW A PERSON WITH MENTAL ILLNESS CAN BE TRIGGERED TO HIDE BEHIND MAROON DRAPES FUNNY SAM COOKS SONG I WAS BORN BY THE RIVER IN A LITTLE TENT MY SONG GOES I WAS BORN ON DOUGLAS AND HOMEN ACROSS FROM THE CHICAGO PUBLIC LIBRARY IN THE MIDDLE OF A BLIZZARD ON SAMS COOKS BIRTHDAY 1963 MY DAD WAS PLAYING I LOVE YOU I LOVE I LOVE YOU FOR SENTIMENTAL REASONS I HOPE YOU DO BELIEVE ME I'VE GIVEN YOU MY HEART 1963 WAS A BEAUTIFUL YEAR THE YEAR I WAS BORN CHICAGO ILLINOIS USA IN SPITE THE HORRORS THAT MANY WANT TO ERASE INCLUDING ME THE HORROR OF 1963 THROUGH HISTORY 1963 IS THE MOST INFLUENTIAL YEAR IN AMERICAN HISTORY SADLY IN THE SOUTH THEY TRIED TO ERASE ME WITH ALL THE OTHER BOMBINGS THE CAR BOMB THAT CRUSHED MY BRAIN HERE IN THE SOUTH I KNOW NOW WHY MY DAD HELD ME SO TIGHT HIS LITTLE BROWN BABY WAS BORN A TARGET TO BE KILLED ON SAM COOKS BIRTHDAY 1963 AFRAID TO GO TO CHURCH AFRAID TO GO TO THE HOSPITAL PEEKING THROUGH MAROON DRAPES AS MY NEIGHBORS SHOOT UP MY PLANTS BREAK INTO MY HOME EVERYTIME WE LEAVE THE HOUSE
Copyright © Yolanda Nicholsen | Year Posted 2025
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