After Ur Finally Together

Every day that goes by, I tell myself one day it will all be worth it. These past 2 year haven't been for nothing. But then I think to myself ,can I honestly say that? Im in love with a married man! No it will never be worth it... Everyday once were finally together, he will accuse me of cheating. Every day after were finally together, he will not trust me cuz I cant trust him. Everyday after were finally together, I will realize that maybe wanting what someone else has, isn't good for me. Every day after were finally together, I will understand why his wife wasn't making him happy anymore. Every day after were finally together, I will remember I gave up a child for u! Every day after were finally together, I will realize that he will never loved me like I thought he did. one day after were finally together, I will realize that I just don't love him anymore.