After the Storm

They say after the storm comes the sun,after tears comes the releaf,a broken heart set aside,only watch as it bleeds,only touch as it breaks every second,the silent of love fades in hurtful words,this isn't a dream,I just pinched myself,I can feel the pain,is just another day were the rain covers my tears,and i silently wish you were here, my biggest regret becomes my biggest fear, so I move on,I erase our memories but I only kept one,the time of our first kiss,the time were we made that moment last,now look at us,IM the only one who brings back the past,IM the only one who cries to our every fall,and laugh of the things we kept to all,I guess love is just a feeling that comes and goes to some,I wish I could be like them,this feeling stay with me into there's no more than just move on,but that doesn't mean it's gone,I just learn to live with out you,keeping a secret that forever would be told, and promises that forever will I hold,they say after the storm comes the sun and after the tears,comes the releaf,let me just add something to that quote,crying silently is like your lullaby it puts you dead to sleep,I guess words do kill you after all,this words of mine are deep,there like knifes,cutting you slowly leaving only bones to see,love is beautiful but love isn't for me