After

I do not miss the negative bliss Or the feel of invisible touch The empty space i cannot replace Seems to tire me much I have no fight for what's out of sight All my senses are lost I crave for the time decisions were mine Taken without any cost I try to be true in all that i do Alas its never enough I do insist on taking the risk No smooth just always the rough Tomorrow will come and so will the sun That i know to be sure Until that day ill make my way As i have done before A step at a time i know that are mine Always taken in faith Wait for the chance to pick up my lance And get back into the race