Adolescence Ii

A lot of praise and admiration, Kisses on my forehead pecks on my cheeks I got when I was a wind-bud of innocence one by one the drops of rain blown away by the bankrupt wind the full pant drew a lot of curiosity and criticism : when I was looking at the watch it laughed , the tide lashed out , now I find myself thrown out under crook and clumsy seductive adolescence. Head down Straight paths turn into snakes , inhale venoms in the air the taste of my senses turned sour unknown pricks the soul is heavy and restless , The world appears suffocated ruthless. Now and then , sentiments creep in , cool like hot wind blowing around ,I do not know how to warm my heart and cool my mind, easy life becomes hard, thinking gone absurd, depth less burning, calm less itching titillation insatiable desire, and unreal imagination, fear-guilty-under morality-frozen blood Reason-logic floats tumultuous overturn vessels in the flood, volcanic eruption crave quivering, crazy emotions all are thrilling! How to cope, where to turn, is easy life forever gone?