Addiction

ADDICTION... The hardest part is knowing that your better than this **** The hardest part is wanting everyday to quit The hardest part is every time that your around it Your mind is constantly trying to tell you to take a hit With every hit pulling me further from sobriety It's like something else has taken control of me Never thought I'd be here right now Don't know how I got here but i have to change it somehow There has to be another way To find another day Where I can just put it down and walk away Because day after day it's slowly killing me sometimes making it harder to breathe With every hit feeling the rush flow through your veins With every hit taking a part of you that should remain People are always asking If your ok But your constantly just pushing them away With hit after hit pulling you down You slowly start to not come around Nowadays questioning everything you do Because you still remember a time when this wasn't you...