Addiction

ADDICTION... 
The hardest part is knowing that your better than this ****
 The hardest part is wanting everyday to quit
The hardest part is every time that your around it
 Your mind is constantly trying to tell you to take a hit
With every hit pulling me further from sobriety
It's like something else has taken control of me
Never thought I'd be here right now
 Don't know how I got here but i have to change it somehow
 There has to be another way
 To find another day
 Where I can just put it down and walk away
 Because day after day it's slowly killing me
 sometimes making it harder to breathe
With every hit feeling the rush flow through your veins
With every hit taking a part of you  that should remain
People are always asking If your ok
But your constantly just pushing them away
With hit after hit pulling you down
You slowly start to not come around
Nowadays questioning everything you do
 Because you still  remember a time when this wasn't you...
Copyright © | Year Posted 2017

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