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Addicted To Pain

I would never be able to understand a cutters concept
Just for that adrenaline rush it's the pain they accept
But I think I got the hint with my dealings with you
That same rush of pain through the things that we do
We drive each other crazy mentally and emotionally
You're a harmful drug but instead I want you close to me
I'm addicted to pain because I keep coming back
Much like that drug addict looking for crack
The emotional turmoil of you changing your mind
Or your spontaneous movements from time to time
That pain I gain when I see that you're feeling down 
Trying to help alleviate it is why i stick around
It must be an addiction for me not to give out
Having human addictions is what this is about
Relationships and drugs can be looked at the same way
Depending on how much contact with them from day to day
No one likes needles but enjoy the after affect
I love making up but I don't like when you're upset
Now I understand the statement "Pick your poison"
I think that's what happen the day you were chosen
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Rodgers Avatar
November 18, 2025 at 9:03 AM
Dear Keyonda, So raw and honest, and I appreciate how you drew parallels between relationships and addiction. Reading it through the lens of my own work in counseling, I can see how deeply you’ve captured the push and pull of craving, chaos, and attachment. It’s a tough subject, but you handled it with clarity and emotion. Autumn Blessings, Dear Keyonda, Daniel
Aldana Avatar
November 18, 2025 at 3:15 PM
Wow ... Honestly Daniel, I'm totally speechless. I get comments on my poems and deeply appreciate it because I need the feedback but this comment was breathtaking. Thank you so much for not only understanding it but giving me a professionals view on it. Wow
Rodrigues Avatar
November 18, 2025 at 5:26 AM
Incite into a toxic relationship. What do we really want…the best of who that person is and to give the best. Safety is important…emotional as well as physical. Great write!
Aldana Avatar
November 18, 2025 at 3:17 PM
Thank you so much Kim. I totally agree. Your feedback is very much needed. It inspires me to keep writing
Crandall Avatar
November 17, 2025 at 3:09 PM
Nicely expressed, Keyonda. To me, addiction to a person can be way more challenging than additions to substances.
Aldana Avatar
November 18, 2025 at 3:16 PM
You too cool David ...thank you for taking time to give it a read. I appreciate your feedback more than you know
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