Aching Oh So Insane

anxious as hell crazed and disoriented horrified to the max isolated, i must relax neglected as usual grieving like a fool optimism is empty hopefully i don’t come undone or become hallow inside shamefully in distress oh so hopeless, helpless i need relief no need for grief saturated by woe and never ever able to be whole… aching oh so insane… oh so insane… so insane… insane… all misery is now down the drain… refrain from giving me your rain… PlEaSe… Thx