Acceptance

Today hot chocolate, TV, laziness… Tomorrow grass juice, oat, fitness… Now I could eat you, bite you, chew you all! Later on I can´t hear a word from your mouth! I curse, then I bless, I sin, then I confess, I repent, then sin again! This is my very own refrain… Will you take me, stand me, love me The way I am and the way I am not? Will it work and last, will you want me Whatever it takes, despite things get hot? Say you will or say not! Show me instead, go, take a stand, Shut me up, get me out Of my own weak ‘n hesitating hand. For you only make me want to be what I am not, And you alone make me want not to be what I am, Even when you speak not any words or complain, Even if you don’t ask me to change a single spot.