Abandonment

I have been abandoned, Left as a baby, The main person you want around, Is the mother figure, No cards, no letters, No visitations she made, Just left me in the world, After delivering me, On what should ave been a special day, My father not around, To busy with another woman, Abandoned by him to be left alone again, All grown up living my life, Things seem to be missing, Yes, just the abandonment parts right?. Feeling empty, Even when they come round again, Nothing will fix the whole that was left, Of feeling the abandonment once again...