A Wonderfully Torturous Tune

Beautiful music that now hurts to hear, but I long to hear again. My obsession with the tune grows day by day, year by year. I miss it so. It keeps playing in my head, over and over. A wonderfully torturous tune. Years ago it was my raison d'être. It brought such joy to my life. Now although I sense the orchestra wants to play, it will not. I need the music today as I did all those years ago, but I am not worthy of it. I can only hope that one day the tune plays again for someone who will love it as much as I. A tune so moving must not just heard, but adored.