A Way To Live

Alone, sad and mad all at the same time. I have so much pain that it should be a crime. This crappy way of life is all I’ve known. Actions I have to own. My kids are nearly grown. Filled with fear, no chance of escape. I could really use a super man cape. I’ve helped so many, and hurt much more. Been on a mission to find the exit door. I don’t even know what I’m looking for. Choices I’ve made haven’t been great. Love has taught me how to hate. I always have too much on my plate. Now I just need to find my fate. I have laughed and loved, and I have pushed and shoved. I knew when to be tough. I can get through times that are rough. I just need to learn when enough is enough. I have to live like there’s no tomorrow. I can’t keep drowning myself in sorrow.