A Tormented Haze

in a haze of torment a dozen thoughts raging within helpless, lost alone in the crowd searching for that better way for that less harsh day and for that pristine, unattainable moment when the torment and the strife and the rage and the sorrow and the loss and the wretchedness of the dark helplessness within fades into nothingness and vanishes into the distance far, so very far away...