A Tender Moment From Childhood

Mother had throat cancer
Food pipe blocked, could not swallow
She would struggle with a bowl of food and tears in eyes
Desperately try to eat
Unsuccessful, would drink water or milk
She became very weak

One day friend told her
"Why don't you put a pipe in food pipe?
Then, you can eat. I know someone who has done it"

On the day of operation, I vividly remember
I was getting ready for school,  she was combing my hair
I told her "Plait is very loose."
"I lack strength" she replied

I didn't say anything, I understood
Prayed her suffering would end. 

That was the last conversation I had with her
She died during operation.

Although I cried inconsolably
deep within I was happy for her
Her suffering had finally ended.

We never had a maid or domestic help
Despite ill health, she did everything on her own

Still, when she died, many maids and poor around cried
She had touched their life in positive way

13.06.2021
For A Tender Moment From Childhood, Malabika Ray Choudhury
Copyright © | Year Posted 2021

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Dutta Avatar
June 15, 2021 at 10:55 AM
Human is so helpless. Though Medical Science is progressing. I feel your ache. Love.
Balasubramanian Avatar
June 15, 2021 at 10:57 AM
Thanks. Take care, God bless!
Hankins Avatar
June 13, 2021 at 8:22 AM
This story touched my heart, because I, too, lost my mother when I was a teenager. Her love shined through in so many ways, Rama.
Balasubramanian Avatar
June 13, 2021 at 8:40 AM
True, mothers love shines through in many ways, unforgettable memories.
Lamoureux Avatar
June 13, 2021 at 7:05 AM
This is a moving story. I feel so bad for your loss but I understand your compassion and being thankful her suffering ended. Hugs Rick.
Balasubramanian Avatar
June 13, 2021 at 7:12 AM
Thanks. Take care, God bless!
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