A Smile

Sometimes smileing is the hardest 
thing to do
Knowing what I know, seeing what 
they do

Sometimes I think my smiling is the 
thing that makes things worse
It"s hard hard to think my smiling is 
the cause of my curse

Sometimes I think by divine design
My best plans are twarted
My hopes and dreams would just 
unwind
If something was what I wanted

If I could give my smile away
Joy would be disburst
My smile would try to fill the day
With the happiness it rehursed
 
My smile wants to smile
But instead tears they burst
Tears that come unwillingly
But from a natural birth

Tears that tell the secret
Tears that reviel the fears
Tears of untold sorrows
Tears from all the years

A million and one things
Could be hidden with a smile
Is a smile worth giving
With heart breaking all the while

Who would suspect the smile
The master of deceit
Smiles they go unquestioned
They make the deal compleat

But this day a day I did not choose
A day for my soul to sorrow
Today my smile I will not use
But save it for tommarow

A smile unabused a little less used
Ready for the world
But while this meloncholy stays
My smile will go unfurled
Copyright © | Year Posted 2013


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Date: 2/3/2014 12:57:00 PM
You have the smile on your face but the insides want to cry. But you just smile so the world sees you smiling even if the heart hurts. I get this poem . Nicely done. love phyl
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Date: 9/1/2013 9:54:00 AM
I always wonder if a smile is worth giving. Usually, yes it is. Thanks for your visit. Yes I know you care and always have. I am still working on moving. Daily issues are still around. Got in a wreck yesterday, Brand new Chevy pulled off the car lot right in front of me. Yep, I hit him. His fault. Lot boy going to put gas in the car. Take care and smiles. Love Colleen
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Date: 7/30/2013 12:10:00 AM
Thanks for stopping by, John. I had to read this a couple of times to really get what you are trying to say here. It is indeed a very sincere and sad write. As what Carol has said.. Smiles come from the heart. Well at least they do for me. A lot of sadness makes true smiles harder to find though. And smile with love in your heart.
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Date: 7/26/2013 3:00:00 PM
Sad but a heartfelt write... Smiles are the same way... from the heart. They will come when they are ready.
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Date: 7/9/2013 2:00:00 PM
I love the thoughts and imagery you have used in this poem, well executed and constructed. Congrats.
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Date: 7/7/2013 2:20:00 PM
Interesting lines that you have penned..Smile and the world smiles with you so they say..Sara
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Date: 7/3/2013 3:31:00 PM
Great Poem, John. I can relate to the thoughts on smiling, and misconceptions. Nicely put. My name is Jiril Clemons, check out some of my poems. Might find one you like. Peace.
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Date: 6/28/2013 1:03:00 PM
We all smile when we feel like crying from time to time..Very creative and unique way to express the idea..Enjoyed reading this one today..Thanks for your visit to my work..Your comments are always encouraging..Sara
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Date: 6/28/2013 11:53:00 AM
Is this one it?Colleen
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