A Sad Day

I remember... the perfect love that you once gave to me. Yet now, the thought sends tears rushing to my eyes. How quickly life can change its course. Once, you filled me, saving me from my slow death- and I still can not find peace there. With you, I was free, ever so careless yet I had so much to believe in. Now, the verdict is in as I go back to my cage of stone; in the prison that my heart made itself to greet the maker of morn- its such a day of loss. With your presences still lingering with me making me unable to erase your memory. Now the rain falls because the answers i found in you, turn into lies in your unmade mind. My soul will remain lost for it never completely found what it was sent to this life for. I gave you my heart but you ran away thinking that I was not here anymore. So now, it is my turn to speak, to release what kills me. With no sympathy or pain because for you I feel no more. I do not need your hand this time I prefer to save myself before you drown me too.